Gan Shula Newsletter, December 22nd, 2oo4

Ok;

This is what appears to be the "Last Gan Shula Newsletter of 2oo4"; however, it may surprise you to find out otherwise later on next week.

I'll begin by saying that i've had this terrible terrible year and that the only real light i had were the 3 months i spent with Lior.

I wish to sum up with the following words, and then begin the newsletter:

Politics, Elections, Beilin v. Cohen, Seminary Paper, Lior, Right to Refuse, Seminar, Field Operations, Lousy Family, Hate My Life, Oxford, Rejection, Edinburgh, Money, Doctorate, Haifa, Tel-Aviv, Acceptance, Rejection, Love, Fear, Internship, Insurance, Liability, Sex-Life.

This was my year in somewhat brief summary. No onwards;

Insurance
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Apparently, I've been driving without car insurance for more than 6 months, i don't know if anyone knew that. but i found out about it when my car needed to do the yearly "test" and i had no insurance slip. Anyway, no harm done, i paid the insurance company and now i'm insured. Alls well that ends well.

SexLife
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Had a onenightstand (or is it?) with some woman i met last week, I don't know if i should go for it again, it seems so distant from me; all so cheap… I wish i hadn't done it; It was just that it was 6 months from the last time i had intercourse, and i really needed to feel desired. I did feel so, for the lonely 3 hours, but afterwards, it remained the same.

Alcohol
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Haven't drank (really really drank) for such a long time, I guess i'll do so in the party i'm having next week. All invited, of course; feel free to drop by.

Family
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My family is going through a tough stage nowadays, i'll talk about it when i can, it just stresses me so much since i feel like i'm the one holding it for everyone; I don't know, it would go away someday.

Party
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Next Friday, Party, my house. feel invited and bring friends. Anyways, i guess i should get back to work; so ta ta…

Oh, and my hand is healing, so has my window, however.