Things I'll Never Say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you… away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down (Avril Lavigne)

Saw a terrible movie today, It is not terrible in the common manner; it presents Hitler in a different view. Still a cruel person, but a child molestor and a dishonest family man, instead of a person who tried to kill my family.

I couldn't stand it, showing him as a real person. I don't know why. It wasn't the thought of understanding that he was a person, it was the thought of seeing someone like him and his problems and getting them.

C'mon, I'm sure he had problems, but he tried to kill me, my nation and my family. If my grandfather wouldn't be that great of a person, I don't know if i were here. I couldn't stand the actor expressing thoughts, dreams and aspirations. I just couldn't.

Trauma is a dream.