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June 13, 2005

Gan Shula Newsletter, June 13th, 2005

RSS
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this is where you're supposed to go if you want to get updated with my life. I found out i actually post more and more on the one hand and write less newsletters (from once every 2 weeks i went down to once every 2 months.) now you can RSS me, you can write talkbacks and influence my life. you can also donate funds to help me live my life.

Webcam
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Well, after I'll move, in a month or so i'll set up an active webcam in the site, just like the Nyah Pub has, so you can actually penetrate my life and see the (non) virtual me.

Life?
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This semester ended so fast, i can't even believe it. Now i have the exams and everything, but i just don't feel like it. i feel like doing other things. well, whatever. Still, it's been a year alone and desperate; i think i'm becoming more and more desperate as time goes by. I might even end up again with some girl i don't even like. Please warn me. On the other hand, I'll be moving to tel-aviv soon, so maybe my life will turn out for the better. or will they?

Life!
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Pubbing
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Not exactly like clubbing, just more like sitting in a pub and drinking alcohol. I tried that.

Insomnia
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Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time.

[Latin nsomnia, from nsomnis, sleepless : in-, not; see in-1 + somnus, sleep; see swep- in Indo-European Roots.]

That's what i have. i stay in bed and i can't actually fall asleep. it's all the same, I stay in bed and think about falling asleep. can't. no matter how much i drink, whether i stop drinking coffee or not, whether i eat or not, i just can't sleep. I feel like the guy in "El Maquinista" except the fact that i don't know why i can't sleep and that i don't lose weight. maybe i do have a guilty conscience for something, maybe...

Anyways, lost my muse, going to play my guitar or something.

נכתב על ידי jk ביום\שעה June 13, 2005 01:21 PM